December 2011
Hopeless Romantic
all day and all night yesterday i was hoping that you’d change your mind about the things that happened the last couple of day, but i guess not. I’ve always wanted to have a NYE kiss from you or not even that, i just want to have you back, but thats obviously not happening. I’ve already lost all my faith thinking that you’d come back to me, im the person that doesnt really...
and you said that i can text / call you whenever? i dont think i can do that, because i would always think im bothering you, or youre just texting me back because i texted you. its just not gonna be the same anymore. youre just trying to be nice, but its not gonna make me feel better.
It’s gonna be hard to think that youre not gonna be there for me anymore, to hang out, to go out of town to your parents, or just to do absolutely nothing with you. i feel like everything is my fault. but then again you say its not. but i mean if it werent for yesterday, i think we’d still be together. the thought of you not thinking about me anymore , not wanting to hang out anymore...
i think the last time i cried this much was when...
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me after my first concert: that was the best show ever i'm so happy this is the best night ever i can die happy i love life
2nd concert: that was the best show ever i'm so happy this is the best night ever i can die happy i love life
3rd concert: that was the best show ever i'm so happy this is the best night ever i can die happy i love life
me after every concert: that was the best show ever i'm so happy this is the best night ever i can die happy i love life
movie links for The Rum Diary?
Merry Christmas Eve to everyone (:
8000th post!
im almost drunk! lol. let the holiday festivities begin!
p.s.
im gonna regret this tomorrow, im coming home to VA tomorrow morning, lol.
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